What was I thinking?


Coming HomeComing homeComing Home
You called to say that you are on your way; My heart beats fast, I count day by day. I miss you so much that I hurt inside; Thought I was out of tears but when you called I cried.
I miss that face that I long to see I miss the laughter that used to be. I long for the moment I can hold you near; I long to hug you and show how much I care.
I look forward to seeing your beautiful face Thoughts of your smile and your giggle, makes my heart race. I never thought I would miss you so much But I long for your hugs and your gentle touch. &nbs


I cry 2nd tryI cried the day I found out about you. What had I done? I was sad and blue Never thinking, “What happens if I get caught?” Disease and pregnancy, never a thought.I cry 2nd try
I cried the day that I first felt you wiggle I just sat there and cried couldn’t help but giggle. A tiny new life I would soon get to see A girl or a boy, what would it be?
I cried on that day when I delivered you So battered and bruised your face was so blue A traumatic experience thought I’d never live through Then I saw that beautiful face, knew I did it for you.
I cried on the day that I


Dreams for my daughterHappy thoughts, they run through my head; No feelings of loneliness, anger, or dread. What are these new feelings? I don't have a clue Most nights I spend crying, sad and so blue.Dreams for my daughter
Thoughts of friends and family that love me so dear Confusing times they help make so clear. Why have I hurt them? What have I done? I push them away and somehow mentally run.
I know that they love me, but I don't tell them enough; Instead leave them feeling that I'm bitter and rough. These new thoughts of delight now dance in my dreams; What are these new feelings, no hatred,
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"Only faceless love is eternal."
"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace"
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"...What have I become? My sweetest friend. Everyone I know, goes away, in the end. You could have it all, my empire of dirt, I will let you down....I will make you hurt..."
-Nine Inch Nails-
--"Hurt"--
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>just close your eyes<
>and dream of a new tomorrow<
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>just close your eyes<
>and dream of a new tomorrow<
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>just close your eyes<
>and dream of a new tomorrow<
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